Vividly

� I'll remember this � 2003-11-10 � 11:28 p.m. �

Good news is but a myth I think... and I wonder why I even bother with the notion of hope... as if it exists for anyone I know.

I might have run my well of hope dry at birth and in consequence my life is this... suffer followed by suffer... chased by pain.

There is so much grief around me... and as soon as one bad passes a new bad settles in.

I have tomorrow off... thankfully.