Vividly

� the end of wit... and health... and sanity � 2002-03-14 � 10:10 p.m. �

I feel unhealthy...

Like a she-goat really... and I am at the point where I will do just about anything to prevent another body/mind catastrophe of past...

I need these legs to walk where this mind will lead.... I need to learn how to be active... and how to sleep.

It can feel that same sickness gaining way... and it's important that it never gets to be.

Maybe it's not important you... but means so much to me.