� Cul-de-sac � 2001-12-19 � 6:34 p.m. �
I hurt.
My arms hurt, my legs hurt, my head hurts, my mind hurts...
My heart is breaking... that hurts.
I am losing my sanity, or is left...
I am losing my ability to walk, talk, think and control.
I am losing my humour, my happiness...
Myself
I am losing my job
What then when everywhere you turn you hit a wall? When your past is filled with moments of making professionals of their fields feel like fools... what then.. when you're known for making a rock look like cotton...
What then when you've been able to control yourself, your world...
What then when you've been able to overcome EVERYTHING this world has thrown at you...
What then when you can't overcome this?
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