Bathroom door 2001-11-27 9:09 p.m.


I hate the spirit lost... and the confusion found.

I hate the weight... and the constant pain...

I hate this face...

this body ever growing, this mind every shrinking... sinking.

I don't want to hurt you... I don't want to bend you... or bruise you.

I don't wanna feel with her fingers or taste with her tongue.

I wanna be me... and I wanna be with you.

~I don't like yer girlfriend... you know I blame her... I've never seen one of yer lovers do you so much harm... and I Loved you first and you know I would prefer she didn't empty her syringes into yer arm.~


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