� Blue � 2002-10-30 � 5:50 p.m. �
I ache...
From top to toe I hurt... like being pressed continuously in a vice... and all I can think of... is please don't let me have another winter like last...
Please don't steal my ability to walk... or feel my legs... don't make me fall or numb... don't make me sad or crazy...
Don't let me hate myself more today than I did yesterday...
Don't do this to me.... For, this time I know I'll never win.
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