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� heavy souled � 2004-01-08 � 7:36 p.m. �

I can almost breathe again... almost...

You know... I have a lot going through my mind lately... I am very heavy hearted...

Heavy minded... heavy souled.

I feel regretful... remorseful.... I feel shame running by and sweeping over.

This is how I hate myself, yes...