� quickly... I never forget � 2003-07-29 � 10:02 p.m. �
I should know better than to let my memory of you bleed me like this...
Five years since we touched... long years and if you go back in time... here and anywhere you'll notice every day of signifigance is riddled with my guilt... this morning I mentioned it and I hadn't yet realized the day...
I hope constantly that you're above me somewhere... pulling strings... twisting fate. I hope you're one of my angels.... forever hovering for safe keeping... I hope this, and I doubt this all at once...
I am weak today... and it's making sense... heart ache and the wieght of you over me... is draining....
Unlike you, this feeling shall never die.
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