� I am afraid for my tummy � 2003-02-09 � 8:07 p.m. �

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I am trying to complain less... in life that is... be this my vent.

I am trying to complain less about being sick all the time... being tired ... having legs not work and arms that fail or about being dizzy and distant - not really here.

But... I've had for the last while... on and off and all day today a sharp pain where my tummy is no longer muscle but a piece of surgical mesh intertwined to be my own....

I've brushed it off as cramps.... but from the pressure, part of me fears I am herniating again.

Lovely, dontcha think?

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