Vividly

� boys � 2002-11-26 � 8:34 a.m. �

I beginning to really see the importance of the boys I know...

How years can tear us and we're still as close as the days inbetween our beginning and my leaving.

I feel like a building block... a totem pole if you like... each part of me was carved by one of them...

Marc, Grant, Trevor, Max, Davy, Thor, Jeff, Sean and Sean and Blair....

I've spilled a lot of blood by some of their hands... I've spilled a lot to be who I am... When I lose one... even for a moment, my breath stops.

~There is a silver lining in all our woes and that is we will no longer have to fight through them without the other.~

So true... and sad and comforting.

I am lost without all their hands... i would not be who I am...