� man down. � 2002-09-04 � 8:29 a.m. �
I still haven't found comfort from yesterday. I talked to Blair.... quietly and shyly in the kitchen last night... standing face away cuz I know his eyes would make me cry...
My relationship with Marc must be hard for him. It's love most certainly... but it's not the pitter patter kind he had in his past. Juvenile love that spells perfect in every sense.
It must be hard for him to watch me cry over someone else... but still he hugged me tightly from behind and kissed my neck... with...
"He's ridicuolous... I love you."
And still a sense of satisfaction hasn't found me. I am glad he does... But i am still one man down in my army.
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