� Gravity � 2002-08-16 � 6:15 p.m. �
I am calm... but I think I am grieving the piece of me I lost on Wednesday. I gave away the one thing that made me my only ally, and in a way i can't explain beyond these words, I lost the fight with myself to stay strong.
Neither Blair nor I have said a word about it since that night... but I know as well as he... that things have changed between us... he might love me still just as strong - or stronger still... but an angle of our affection has shifted slightly. It always does.
That's gravity...
It tastes better when it's bottled up inside... don't convince me otherwise.
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