� La Fureur � 2002-07-31 � 7:26 p.m. �

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I am weak today... weak from work... life and the heartache of memories I can't break.

I am being crushed by thought and by an apparent burst of undeserving flattery.

My mind is burning... my blood thinning. I am dizzy and too pensive for my own good.

My cheeks are still red from yesterday's embarassement and the thought of making anyone's knees weak kind of makes me sick. I am ugly and I just want to be.

I have other thoughts spinning fluorescence in my head... A past done wrong upon me... that for whatever reason pinned with stakes today - a sin I can't wash away.

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