� I just can't keep � 2002-07-07 � 10:21 p.m. �

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I am unhappy today.... lately... today and lately.

I need change and yet I have so much in the last two years... so much so I stood in the shower today and cried.

I looked at myslef... my five foot frame... i pulled and picked over every scratch and bruise... every scar and mark... and I didn't recognize a thing.

Not knowing who i am scares me. I have to remind myself sometimes, that i have lived through sin... beaten, bloodied... and I have gotten up again... head high, and I've kept on walking... no matter what trailed behind.

And now... I have so many good things... and I am lost in it.

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