� Evian � 2002-06-28 � 9:05 a.m. �
I feel uneasy today about something... The weather... the day... maybe.
We spoke a bit last night about my need for change... my nature for bordem and the ever-so-constant urge for something new...
That part of me is neither my mother nor father and it isn't seen in anyone on either side of my family... Born a freak to them... thankfully.
But the world is mine so I am told... whatever I want to do I can... with the greatest of faith and support... comforting... but still i lack a bit of guidance. I don't want anyone to tell me to be any one thing, but i am very open to suggestion.....
"Well you're a journalist... and you do nothing with it... why go to school for it, if you knew you weren't going to use it."
This little thing called sticking it out. I started... so I finished. And all I learned I apply almost every day... There's no pride is doing something half-way... so you waste a year of money andlife and you can't even fall back on it. At least with a diploma... I can.... though I don't care to.
My job calls... and a long day awaits me...
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