� Aggrevation � 2002-03-17 � 10:35 p.m. �
There are so many things that aggrevate me... it's clinical...
I decided to give yoga a try... There was a time three and four years ago I would have just rolled my eyes at that thought... but at this point, I will try anything for ease.
Amazed to know that a good part of my used-to-be and starting-to-be-again routine was yoga poses... The simple stretches I am good for... but the crazy bend-every-which-way things... will take more patience than practice... Don't quit little girl.. you never have before.
So each night... an easy honest go to add to my sit-ups, tilts, presses...
My body is very weak... weaker than it has ever been in all 22 years of life... and you wonder why I am not at peace with my mind...
When I was a kid, I always had my parents forcing me... making me work... doing it for me if I was too weak or too tired...
Now, in my angst all I have is me... and forcing myself.... is far from easy.
I get aggrevated with myself... to the point I hate... it's bitter-sweet.
Among my hates... people who said they are and NEVER were... That came from you... not-so-pretty girl... take a bow... your bow is all you're worth....
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