� From the backs of my lids.... � 2002-01-30 � 4:52 p.m. �
I have so much to say and no means to...
I have had strange dreams.. very realistic dreams...
People I love... people I've lost... people I need, can't find and miss...
My written self was lost on Monday... it's hiding in my paranoia... in my angst.
I am amazed how one day can change a girl so dramatically... I've been many people... and of all the girls who's eyes I've seen... this is not the girl I like the most...
I can't pretend i remember you... or know you... I barely remember myself.
Fear is one thing...
Fearing yourself is another.
I won't close my eyes when I can see the reflection of my mind off my lids.
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