� Everything Zen - I don't think so � 2002-01-15 � 8:35 p.m. �

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You call for me...

You want me to make it right... I can't. I don't know how to... and it's that... in itself that brings me down.

I've lived too long in you, for you and with you... so long that I am not even myself.

I used to allow time between you... time to unwind... to relax... re-centre... and refocus.

I don't get that time anymore. I am no longer Zen. I am a tight knot with a quick tongue... and a hurting head.

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