Scared 2006-07-22 6:40 p.m.


I have a hole in my heart... bigger than me... older than me... taller than me.

I have a hole in my heart... and it won't heal this time... I think that's the point...

"I'm not doing this or saying this to hurt you... but I never want to fucking talk to you or anyone anymore. Do you understand that?"

Do I understand?

No.

I don't.

And I won't until you explain it.

You fucked up. You really fucked up... but that's you isn't it? That's the way you like it... fucked up like this... it makes it easy for you to run when you have an excuse....

Fuck you. I see through you... and it scares you that I do.

~I'll make you scared if you want me to... I'm not prepared, but if I have to...~


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