� Out of context... � 2006-05-09 � 9:53 p.m. �
There are too many things I wish I could change... and can't.
The stress of it is wearing me thin... It's a lonely place... where I could talk about it, but I wouldn't be heard... I could say it if only for my relief and be ridiculed.
No one will ever find someone who can give it all... who can hold the bad and love it like it was good.
That doesn't exist... I've always known this... I've accepted it... but it doesn't make it any easier in times when I need to feel differently... or need to not endure this alone.
You are what you are... said lennon... "You're all geniuses, and you're all beautiful."...
He died before he met me.
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