� Dread � 2005-07-25 � 8:01 p.m. �

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I turned down a job at the hospital with a wage likely $6/hr more than what I make now.... Mmmm I may be stupid, maybe not.

I did what I think was best for us.

Thanks to the wise words of my dearest McGee.

"I would say the 3 things to consider: (here goes Daddy McGee), wage, stress on you, stress on marriage from being gone a lot, probably in reverse order."

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow... well, a nurse's appointment actually and I'm DREADING it.

I just don't have a good feeling about it... and with everything I've been dealt, I'm not sure I can take another punch.... maybe I think I shouldn't have to...

But I guess I'll deal with things as I need to... I just feel sick.

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