� flash � 2005-03-15 � 5:58 p.m. �
This time of year is so heavy for me... the curse of my memory forever reminding me... I guess.
I tend to remember everyone... think of people I haven't in years... want to talk to people I haven't... a perfect advertisement for AT&T... That would be me in mid-March.
If only my meories were happy... I'd be ok... but for the most part, I don't remember happy with the clairty I recall misery.
My senses of the past are so precise, I'd make a good case study for neuroticism... I can recall certain days to the finest detail from taste to scent... to feel... I have no release for this... no way to fix it... at times I amuse myself with my own idiocy.
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