� a dark sort of light � 2004-05-16 � 10:59 p.m. �

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I have a lot of things I could scream right now... for and against this pattern of disarray.

I have never been so confused... and never known so clearly what it is I want all at once... I've never been so whole by one respect and so ready to fall apart in the next.

I breathe contradiction... and I sweat reason...

Where everything makes sense... nothing does.

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