� Scolding life � 2002-03-03 � 12:42 p.m. �
There are days when I am not so well...
I feel like I am too heavy to get out of bed, let alone function...
Days when I'd like to run, but I'd settle for standing for more than a few minutes at a time...
I have those days.
What has changed? Haven't been for a massage in three weeks... haven't been eating healthy dinners....
Haven't had a shot in a month...
and I haven't been on the pill... that alone I am subjecting myself to a slow torture of cramps - for probably months on end... that isn't new to me.. just forgotten, somehow. What I learn is that the pill helps all those things that hurt... clears bad skin and irregularity.. but that's just a temporary fix...
When you rid yourself of it... with a vengence everything hits.
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