Vividly

• wonder • 2008-11-13 • 2:52 p.m. •

I woke up to big beautiful eyes staring me down adoringly.

I wish I could be inside of his head... to know what he thinks when he sees me.

I wonder if he'll ever love me as big as I love him...

Sometimes I watch him and I'm so stomped by emotion I can only cry. He'll look at me confused, then smile at me reassuringly.

Maybe he knows I doubt my ability... maybe he senses that I'm afraid of things we haven't lived yet.

Maybe he's telling me he's there with me every step of the way...

I don't know who I was before him.