� Changed my ways � 2007-07-16 � 5:32 p.m. �
Today is the day for falling in love... at least in the past it has been....
But today, I fell out of love for once.
I had a dream of you so vividly... that I could smell and taste your skin...
You were taller than I thought you'd be... stronger... lovelier... you were masterpeice trying to blend into the wood... trying to melt into the smell of old beer and cigarette smoke...
I waited for you... I've waited years for you... and I was sure, then, I would wait years longer if I needed to.
Candy on my tongue... and I wondered why we ever let the world come between us... why we'd ever let our lives keep us apart... Why it took so long and in a bar called Eddie's for us to meet again and fall in love.
I had a dream of you so real that I cried when you weren't there as I woke...
It was our end... and I knew it. I wept.
The way I used to love you haunts me while I sleep...
Thankfully... my ways have changed.
~This is only an imaginary vigil that I keep... You salvage what you need I'll take the love you leave .~
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