My body... have a look. 2006-01-15 10:38 p.m.


I have two lovely bikinis for Mexico... how many do I need? Two? Three?

I've changed my style from retro and boy short to tie sides and low scoops... I've decided that I'm old enough to love myself even if I'm fully aware that my body sucks. *haha*

I have big boobs... big burned boobs... and big hips and bum... why should I hide them?

Why should I cover up the fact that I have a fat lower belly filled with cysts and plastic mesh holding everything in? Why should it matter?

It doesn't.

Thanks Trevor, for showing me that I'm not the ugliest, fattest or most mis-matched girl in the world. Thanks for reminding me that I should love what I was given... even if you don't.


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