� My dearest. � 2005-09-22 � 7:46 p.m. �
Dear Davy,
I almost cried too.... When I realized I had gone the day pain-free... there was no wiping the smile from my face... no putting me in a rut... I even managed to have a few words with J... even he at his CRANKIEST, didn't bring me down... he tied a few knots in my gut... but I shrugged it off... And my good day made him smile too...
Today has been good... I'm more tired... but I feel well. And I only started to ache tonight...
I would almost say it's a miracle.... I feel free.
Doesn't that sound crazy?
I won't say that I'm not a little frightened by it... it could be the calm before another episode... and that worries me a bit... but right now I believe I deserve to soak in this moment of normalcy... and be who everyone else is.... to feel how everyone else does...
Less sugar + Less caffeine + better eating + better sleep = better me.
Add in a little excerise... and I might just be as beautiful on my wedding day as J thinks I'll be. haha
Good night, my Love... I miss you... don't think that I don't.
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