in the end 2005-09-20 8:09 a.m.


Your silence was as therapeutic as I thought it would be... and as much as it stings I think, he needs this time to get over it.... or me... or whatveer it is he's tried to explain he needs to get over...

But nevertheless... this kid's game works well for me in the end.

I don't know why I fear life with you standing on the sidelines... I guess I've waited forever for someone just like you to say something to me... something other than "I can't do this now..." Something that meant something... That's what I thought you'd be... one of those who meant something.

I can't always peg them... I can't blame myself for everything.

I'll blame you instead.


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