� Level � 2005-01-11 � 7:11 p.m. �

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As horrible as I've been feeling... in the muck of it all... I'm in surprisingly good spirits.

For being over worked... for having too much going on... I'm fairly relaxed. Have I finally realized what matters and what doesn't?

I doubt it.

My body is a knot again... I can barely move in the morning and I have to keep movement limited or I get tired easily. My perception is off, my hands are usually kind of numb and I haven't felt the floor beneath my feet in days...

Somehow this hardly bothers me... not yet anyway.

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