� unsustainable. � 2004-05-04 � 8:36 a.m. �
I just dont have the energy today to sustain myself... let alone hobble about on a fat foot... I am sure it's a vitamin thing... or a guilt thing... or just feeling like I am falling back to the place where control is nothing more than a myth.
Been through a lot... and with better health comes the time when I have to deal... have to rationalize... have to look at myself square and accept myself....
I just don't have the energy to sustain life... but I will...
SIDE NOTE: What happened to The Hip? I am so disappointed. Maybe that's my problem altogether.
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