� fuck off. � 2003-12-23 � 5:38 p.m. �
Christmas is on hold here... until who knows when.
Not to be selfish... but with you dying, and Trevor being around... and dealing with the crap that is my life right now... this IS NOT what I need... another worry... another weight... and the comfort of Christmas being taken away.
Life isn't about me... and I accept that.... but I can still feel jaded, can't I?
What day, if not Christmas, can I BE CARE FUCKING FREE?!
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