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� to be... I rather not � 2003-12-10 � 12:28 p.m. �

I can't be bothered to face the world.

I don't want to shower... wash my face or hair... I don't want to be presentable.

I don't want to be.

But I have to.

You would think this would hurt less and less with every go.... you'd be wrong.