� death by body weight � 2003-11-23 � 8:20 p.m. �

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I hurt... severely... and I spent the better part of the day alone... more bad than good.

I think if I had the energy to find something to make me sleep forever... to make me stop hurting... I'd take as many as I could.

For whatever reason... knowing that, doesn't scare me.

Reality.... fades... as love dies... and life gets strangled by disease.....

What will it take to survive?

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