� Isolate � 2003-10-15 � 10:10 p.m. �
For someone very much alive... I feel awfully dead.
This feel is without words to do it justice... and I am selfish... wanting someone who knows me to FEEL this for a moment... for ten small seconds... to feel... and as chance has it NOT to feel your limbs... numbness is equally as painful.
The inability to bend in half for one sock... is painful... in ways perhaps I am alone in comprehending.
Maybe it's not the pain that bothers me... but the isolation.
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