� snow and sulphur coils � 2003-09-15 � 7:55 p.m. �
And the snow fell hard today... pieces of Hell and feathers falling... a steady stream... for hours. A reminder of that I live in a forever fragile state of mind.
It made me miserable. It taunted me... leading the parade to this mortal coil and I have to march to it day in and out.
Rational thought was swept away in wind and pain today... I could spend now until the day I die looking for it, but it's lost on me...
Tomorrow will hold the same... the same fights... the same cold and wet and rain and muck... and I haven't found a way to grip this better... only with excessive sleep.
Good night.
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