� sad � 2003-09-02 � 8:00 p.m. �
I feel inwardly and awkwardly sad....
It came on sudden...
I say this as I mean it, and not as a suicide note, but I am very tired of living. I get that way... and reassured I have reason.
There's a cat in the parking lot below crying for the high Heavens to fall. He's fat and orange and I might go now and give him a scratch if it will stop his meowing for a moment... I don't know if he's lost or this is what he does...
He sounds pathetic... and he's making my saddness grow.
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