Vividly

� suddenly I noticed... I suck. � 2003-02-18 � 8:47 a.m. �

There is much of me I don't want to face.

I barely slept last night thinking about it all... how fucked up I am if you whittle away at the shell....

I woke up sick by the smell of it all... I washed my hair and body twice and the churning is still there.

I am ugly and I am tired... I don't want to be me.

I don't want to be anyone else.