Vividly

� blank � 2003-02-12 � 8:14 p.m. �

It's a hard one to hold... maybe even unbelievable. I am weighing it carefully - I probably will forever.

A piece of you grows... I don't want it to... you've been dying for months now, and for me this is the end of the you I loved. Crazy, isn't?

I hate how time changes things...

I should be estatic for you, but, hunny, I am not.