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� still throbbing � 2003-02-08 � 11:29 p.m. �

It has been days and I can't think straight...

It started as a minor end-of-the-day headache and it now it hurts to blink.

I am highly sensitive to everything but mostly to words directed at me.

I don't want to deal with the light or sound or the bullshit of an ordinary Saturday.

I've been eating advil like smarties... I am still in pain but I am not hungry... my liver is probably mad at me. It could be worse.

If tonight's efforts don't work, i am going to make friendly with a bottle of whiskey.

I don't know what else to do.