Vividly

� not deserving � 2003-01-30 � 8:41 a.m. �

My greatest fear isn't dreaming of it... or reliving it... I've done both so many times before.

It's turning around to see him standing there... arms open... like i know he would.

It's bad practise to tell a man you hate that you forgive him... When it means something... he'll take it for all it's worth.

For everything I suddenly realize he has... for all the opportunities he doesn't deserve...

I hope he chokes on them... and may his hell be filled with pictures of me.