Vividly

� apart at the seams � 2003-01-08 � 9:36 p.m. �

I am standing somewhere in between of everything... a place no one else is nor ever will be.

I haven't been well lately... on several levels and I guess that's why i haven't much to say.

I have cyanide running through my veins... ethanol under my skin... it's a wonder that I even exist.