Rest Lacey 2002-11-05 9:28 p.m.


I thought by tonight I would have words beyond water and salt.... I thought by tonight it would be less of a dream and a more settled piece of reality - as though less than a day since her death would be enough.

I think a lot of things...

I thought she'd live to be a hundred like her grandfather...

I thought beauty, perfection and strength had a divine right to prevail...

I no longer believe in Divinity.

It doesn't feel like losing you, Lacey, could bring the world justice....

But he tells me now I have an angel watching over me... and I hope he's right.

You're beautiful, Lacey... the pure definition of good.

I never said it enough... I love you.


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