� Letter unsent � 2002-09-01 � 6:19 p.m. �
My truth lies in knowing that I'll miss you more than i thought I could. i wish I could hate... God I wish I would.
But I love you in so many other ways... in ways whole and pure and that won't die because you ask it to.
You have been the catalyst in my demise many times. But i love our past - however shattered, bruised and black it is.
I love our relationship and what you give to me. That "shower curtain" comfort we have... the times we talk all night. I crave the warmth of your eyes on my skin... the suede of you hands in mine... your lips on my cheek.
As much as I saved you... you made me.
Living without you scares me.
With every truth I lay at the feet of those I love...
I loose.
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